I owe many of these. . . so I decided I'm making a list.

Too all of my watchers
I'm sorry that I have not been such a loyal and worthy person to watch. I've been so busy lately, but thats no excuse not to comment on all of your work/journals. I appologize to those I have neglected. Or haven't been here for.

Amanda
Admitidly... It's actually taken me a lot of time. I lot of anger and a lot of tears to say this to you. But I'm sorry for everything I said. I regret hurting you in any way. I ask for your forgiveness undeservingly. I said things I never meant and I am that awful person you described. I just wanted you to know...

Chris
I'm sorry that I got upset the other day. I guess I'm just not thinking too highly of myself for my lack of being here for everyone. I really hope that you feel better soon. I'm here for you always if you need it bro.

Donnie
I haven't been here for you... at all. I just dont see you anymore and when theres something to comment on I just don't know what to say to you. I know you probably shouldn't forgive me. I should have been a friend to you but I just havent been there. And I'm sorry. *heavy sigh* I do pray for you often and hope things get better for you.

John
I know Im not perfect. I still wish I was perfect for you. You deserve a lot more, though everything else tells me its right. I hope that I can learn to be a better girlfriend for you. You've been through so much with me and I owe you so much. I hope one day I can repay you.

Kristin
Through thick and thin, you're still one of my best friends. I hated leaving you to your Senior year all alone. I think that you'll learn more from it though. I know that Ive learned a lot through it. I've learned just how much of a friend you truely are to me. I'm so thankful you're here sis. Even if we do on occasion get into sumo fights. lol.

Monica
I still can't help but feel like I still need to appologize. For the longest time I wanted to tell you I was sorry... but I was too afraid to do so. I'm glad that you were strong enough to appologize first... but Monica, for any pain I caused you I am truely sorry. Thanks for forgiving me.

Sunny
Sissy... oh sis... I've watched you hurt so often and cried knowing I should be there more for you. I'm really sorry I havent been the best little sis, but I'm going to try to be there for you. I really am. Love you tons.