bye.

I'm thinking that I want to get a fresh start here on DeviantART.

Get a new account. I know this may seem upseting to some but I'm starting to feel more and more that it is something that I need to do.

I guess I post this journal hoping to get some thoughts on this.
Will you follow?
Are you ok with this idea?

Please give me your thoughts.

I've been thinking on living out my legacy.
If my time had come to an end within moments, would you all know things that I forgot to say?

Would you all know that I love you all, no matter what?

Time is a funny thing...
did I make use of what I was given?

If theres one thing I want you all to remember is this... you're never alone, someone is always with you. There will never never be a day where you don't go unloved. Someone out there cares. Even if it's someone as small and pette as me. I care, and love you all very very much. Each of you as touched my heart in ways I can't explain and with a magnitude you couldn't possibly fathom.



Thank you.
Sincerely...

Anniversary
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I guess I want to say something about John and I. . .

We've known one another for nearly a year now. I met him here on dA in the forums. As soon as we met we kind of just clicked. We grew close as best friends and brother and sister in Christ up until 6 months ago, when we decided to be a couple.

Since then we've had our share of tough times. But with that we also had some really awesome times. Overall we've made it through, what hasn't destoryed us has made is stronger and closer. We both long deeply to not only know and love one another deeply, but to love the Lord with all our hearts.



To You
A piece written by both John and Jessica

you may not fine me in the streets or in the square, but if you look, i will always be there.

...and i'll always be with you...

you always have been...

whether in the darkness i'll be your star, in the floor i'll be your saving branch

I no longer sit in that window in tears...

for you have flown down to me.


New Year Goals

Grow a closer relationship with God.
Finish reading the bible.
Help my relationships grow closer to God as a focal point.
Learn new ways to show him I love him.
Mend old wounds.
Build up my capability to trust again.
Spend more time with my mom.
Write the letter to my real father.
Become an A/B student.
Make the cheerleading squad.
Tone out my body.
Pass Standard on DDR.
Post better deviations (write more poems)
Reach 20,000 pageviews.
Learn to forgive certain enemies.

dA Updates

As for right now... I honestly swear I am up to no good... no that was just fun to say, it was off Harry Potter... (no i do not watch this)

But no, I don't have too many plans... not yet anyway, but you know me I think of something very last min and it happens.
Anyone wanna commission me? -looks pleading-

Also Im still thinking about opening up a stock account. Would anyone possibly be interested in that?

... ugg...


School
I got a new schedule today.

1st HourOpen
2ndAlgebra II
3rdU.S. History
4thEnglish III AP
LUNCH
5thANew Testament
5thBHealth
6thA Old Testament
6thB Spanish I
7th- Monday and Friday Study Hall
7th- Tuesday and Thursday Chapel Team
7th Wednesday Chapel
AfterSchool Tennis

Yup. All my school stuff... bah.